I was going to post my Tasmania photos but to be honest I can be fagged! LOL I have been attempting to edit them all week, most don't need much, just a little tweaking but I think life has just got on top of me this week. I am over it all and ready to be done with it all! LOL
I think it has a lot to do with my massive lack of sleep, Makenzie is still only sleeping short stints and has now started only sleeping when I am next to her... like it could get much worse! LOL
I have been reading blogs today from parents who have things so hard, one lady with her precious Trisomy 18 baby, who is on the decline. He has fought for life and now it seems it is getting the better of him. Another who lost her baby soon after birth. A husband of a woman with CF and on it goes, I don't normally write about things other than fluff and sunshine but some days it all gets too much, some days I feel so much pain for all those people out there who are hurting and grieving and I wish there was something, anything, I could do to help. I wish I could express myself better so people would get me the way they get others, I wish I could have faith like others and give my prayers to all those in pain, I wish I could make the world happy and loving and caring.
But I can't and I don't all I can do is love my children a little harder, love my life a little longer, love this world a little greater and then maybe, just maybe, tomorrow when I wake the sun will shine brighter, the world will spin slower and smiles will come quicker...
1 comment:
Hey there blogger lady! Glad to see you back posting!
Everone has days like this but I can only imagine how tough it would be with such little sleep for such a long time!
You are such a strong person and although you probably already know this, just for the record - It isn't your fault!! You are a great mum and I know you would do anything for your kids. I know you have tried everything imaginable to help makenzie sleep and although it is little comfort now - it will happen! She will sleep through some day and you are doing a fantastic job of surviving until then.
If there is ever anything I could do to help please let me know! I tend not to talk about it with you as I assume you don't want to talk about it so I just carry on talking about other things! Please know that I am always thinking of you.
If you want to try bottles again let me know, as you know I have a myriad here in an effort to find a suitable one for Amelia and although it is still hit and miss we have found 1 bottle that she will take with one type of formula on occasion.
xx
Fiona
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